Conaught Hall by Kari Milburn
Conaught Hall
Kari Milburn
I passed over around four in the
afternoon on July 23rd, 1842. Well, I’m too polite when
I say I passed over. I was brutally murdered, just as Mrs Howard was
bringing in afternoon tea. God bless her soul, she witnessed it all,
and in doing so, ended up signing her own death certificate too. He
murdered her about ten minutes later. Sliced her throat open from ear
to ear.
Me? Well, I had twenty-three stab
wounds. From what I can remember, it was around the eighteenth or
nineteenth that was fatal. He got my heart.
Mrs Howard is still here too. Though
she appears to have gone a little bit insane. Her grey hair is still
impeccably tidy, drawn back into a small bun at the nape of her neck.
Her high-necked dress hides the slash across her throat, thank
heavens, but I can still see the edges of the slice beneath both
ears. Though my death was equally gruesome, I shiver every time I
think of how he killed her.
‘He’ was my husband, Jonathon. He
thought I was having an affair, which really was folly, and when I
laughed about it, he got mad and pulled out his hunting knife. I
suppose, in hindsight, we should have talked about it all after he’d
changed from the hunt. He always became somewhat… animalistic after
a hunt. I guess the foxes and the hounds brought out the murderous
aspect in him.
I’m not excusing his actions. In
fact, the reason that I am still here is because of him. I was and
still am, infinitely angry at his stupid rash actions. What he hadn’t
known at the time was that I was with child. And so not only did he
kill two innocent women, but also a helplessly innocent baby.
I remember crying and crying for the
loss of my child. It was stupid, because I was a ghost at that stage
and should surely have been crying for the loss of my own life also.
But I hadn’t realised that. I just recall sitting and crying,
holding my stomach, watching Jonathon shake when he realised what he
had done. It was around then that I realised I was dead, and that the
body he was hugging and shaking over was, in fact, mine.
That was a very peculiar moment. Had I
been alive, I believe I would have suffered a heart attack.
Alive, I was not a vindictive person
at all. In fact, people would always comment on how soft I was, and
that I let the help get away with indiscretions on a regular basis.
They were probably right, but I couldn’t help but think of my staff
as part of my family. After all, I spent far more time with them than
I did with my husband. When he was in Conaught Hall, he was always
tucked away in the library, or off riding or hunting with the
townsfolk. Most of the time, however, he travelled to the city where
he kept a small apartment close to the Bank. I wasn’t stupid enough
to think that he was always faithful to me, but I also knew that he’d
never risk exposing his indiscretions, as the publicity would surely
harm his career.
So, as I said, alive, I was not
vindictive and did not carry grudges. Death, however, brought out the
joker in me and because I was feeling anger and frustration at not
being able to kill my husband in retaliation, I took it upon myself
to make the remainder of his life a complete misery.
Which was fun.
In the beginning.
I have to be honest, after a while, it
became quite tedious. I learnt how to spook him in subtle ways. For
example, I opened doors that he had closed. I moved furniture –
though Mrs Howard had to help with the larger pieces, as I couldn’t
manage them on my own. And seeing how incompetent a ghost she turned
out to be, it was rarely that we did that.
So I tried to show him my reflection
in mirrors and in the glass - which I found quite easy, but it was
more difficult to actually get him to look at the mirror or glass. As
vain as he was, he spent time admiring himself and rarely noticed me
stood behind him.
I came to realise very quickly that
the man I had loved and promised myself to was not only a murderer,
but also a pompous charlatan with no thought for anyone but himself.
He had gotten away with my murder too.
He told the local policeman that we had rowed and I had left him for
another man and that I had moved to the continent. I was shocked at
how easily they had believed his lies. I was gone from England and
would not return, he said. I had moved somewhere in Spain with a man
that I had been having an affair with and I had taken Mrs Howard, my
loyal maid, with me.
‘Spain’ was a big hole in the
woods on the estate where he had buried Mrs Howard and I in a shallow
three-foot grave.
And then I had to listen to the
policeman actually sympathise with Jonathon. He actually patted his
shoulder and said that it wasn’t easy to be wed in these days,
especially as my husband spent so much time in London. I was a
spiteful woman who didn’t support her husband, as I should have.
“You’re better off without Miss Elizabeth.” He said.
This made me even angrier.
Sometimes I felt the pull from the
other side. It was very subtle, like a shinning light in my
peripheral vision. But when I turned to look at it, it had
disappeared. I knew deep down that I should pass over, but as long as
Jonathon lived, I couldn’t pass up the opportunities to haunt him.
I wanted him to suffer.
I learnt to vocalise after a year or
so. Jonathon started throwing parties and bringing his friends and
whores back with him from London. I was so appalled the one-day, that
I actually moaned loud enough to make one of the whores look in my
direction. She shocked me as much as I had evidently shocked her, for
she ran screaming from the room. Mrs Howard came to me to see what
the commotion was about and we both laughed. It had been one of the
best reactions either of us had achieved and I found it very funny
indeed.
In the nights, I’d wake Jonathon up
by calling his name or slamming a door. I’d stand in the mirror
while he shaved, but when he did see me, he would snarl and tell me
that I was as much as a pain in death as I had been when I was alive.
If I had had a heart that beat, it
would have broken.
I remember when I realised that I had
not seen Mrs Howard for over thirty-six years. I guessed that she had
found a way to pass over. I was happy for her. Jonathon had aged into
a spiteful bent over old man with too much money and no family to
share it with. Every time he got close to a woman, I would do my
utmost to frighten her away, and it had worked every time. I knew
that Jonathon would never leave Conaught Hall. It had been in his
family for generations and he was not going to let a new wife change
that.
Haunting him slowly became a chore.
Just like living with him.
He died at the ripe old age of 82. He
had a mild heart attack at the top of the stairs, then promptly fell
down them and broke his neck.
Now he haunts me.
I had never been a fond friend of
irony and when Jonathon joined me in the house, I learnt why. I guess
my years of taunting him had got the better of me. I could no longer
hide from him, and even in death, he frightened me.
He was stronger than I was, and dead,
he was more powerful a poltergeist. He used to follow me around the
house and throw things at me, even though nothing could hurt me. We
would row about why he had killed Mrs Howard and me, about the whores
that he replaced me with and the money he lavished on parties.
No one moved into Conaught Hall after
his death. Word had spread around the area that the house was haunted
and soon the beautiful ten-bedroom house was derelict and empty. He
had left the estate to his brothers’ son, Albert. But Albert never
moved in. The years took its toll, storms took the windows and the
roof and the weeds took the once beautiful gardens.
And still we drifted though the house,
though the bricks and mortar that had been our home. Time passed so
strangely, and the next people who entered our home were most
peculiar.
“Jesus, Ian! Have you ever seen
anything so beautiful?”
“Look at the damn covings! Wow, this
place could be great for us!” Ian smiled, then grabbed Christie at
the waist and swung her around in the air, kissing her passionately
when her feet touched the ground again.
She started running through the house,
dragging her partner behind her, giggling as she went. The massive
kitchen was at the rear of the house, and she found the maids
quarters behind it. “We could convert the staff areas so they’re
better equipped. You know, a few bathrooms, maybe a lounge for them
to relax in?”
“Honey,” Ian said smiling, “Seeing
the coach house sold the rest of it for me. We can do that up
beautifully for us. Could take us a long time to convert and update
this old bundle of crap, though. And we need to get a couple of
surveys done and a couple of quotes for the work before we make an
offer.”
Christie sighed, “I know
that! But what a fabulous hotel this could be. And to think it’s
just three miles from the M3 and the coast! What a find!”
Ian smiled, “Yup! We can arrange day
trips to Bognor!”
Christie laughed, “I’m hoping
we’ll have guests that will want day trips to Chichester instead!”
“You’re a snob!” he replied
excitedly, “So if we get this right, you’re dad invests the
money, my dad gives me an executive position in London so we can
afford the refurbishment, and we can open in a year?”
“My dad will invest the money as
long as we get married, you know that!”
“That’s fine. But do you think
he’ll mind if we have the first wedding here when the place is
finished?”
Christie gasped, “You mean it? Oh
that would be great!”
Ian kissed his fiancé and hugged her
close. After a moments silence, he asked, “It’ll take me, what?
An hour and half tops to get into London?”
“Depending on traffic or the train
times, yep.”
A third man entered the house, calling
their names as he walked through the house. “Mr Callum? Mrs Callum?
Where are you?”
Christie corrected him as she entered
the hall, “It’s Miss Smith, actually. We’re not married.”
“My apologies.” The man stammered,
“I assumed…”
“It’s ok.”
The man took the folder from his
briefcase and took out the particulars. “Now, Mr Conaught left the
house to his son, Kyle. The present Mr Conaught resides in Arizona
and has immediately put the property on the market for £3.2 million.
The land itself is probably worth more than that, and I’ve been
inundated for details from developers. However, Conaught Senior did
stipulate in the Will that the land was not to be sold and
redeveloped, and that the house could not be turned into a retirement
home. The poor old man spent his last years in one and he obviously
didn’t like it.” A flash of white teeth before he continued, “He
didn’t mention anything about a Hotel, so I guess you’re free to
make an offer.”
“What interest have you had?”
“Like I said, lots of developers
have offered cash well over the asking price, but Kyle Conaught is
bound by the will not to sell of the land for that purpose. If he
does try, the house will instead be donated to the National Trust.
It’s been available for six days now, and you’re the first to
view it for yourselves. There is a lot of work that needs doing, but
we estimate that the land and building could be worth north of £14
million if it were not for it’s present condition. Bare in mind
through, that you may need to invest several million at least to
bring it up to scratch.”
“We know that.” Christie said.
“Give us a week to get some surveys done and you’ll have an
offer.”
The agent looked very pleased with
himself.
“Good heavens, Elizabeth! Did I hear
that right?” Jonathon had crept up behind me, and his soft tone
made me jump. “£14 million?”
“Trust you to think of the money
side of it all.” I replied, disgusted.
“My great grandfather paid only a
thousand pounds.”
“That was over 150 years ago.” I
said, already tired of this conversation.
The people had left and the house fell
silent again. Apart from my murderous husband, I’d had no company
for almost 100 years, and seeing this young couple talk about all of
the money with ease was disturbing me.
“She was wearing pantaloons!”
Jonathon said. “And they were tight!”
“Oh for Gods sake!”
“Her legs were a bit skinny, but…”
“I don’t want to know, Jonathon.”
“I was going to say that I always
thought you had the nicest legs, Lizzie.”
Hearing him call me that, after so
many years was both comforting and alarming at the same time. Alive,
he had only ever called me Lizzie when we were alone in our quarters.
We were stood at the top of the stairs in the hall. A silence
descended that was terribly empty, and I thought about my beautiful
home becoming a hotel. “It will be nice to hear peoples voices in
the halls again.” I said.
“We can spook them.”
Jonathon was so childish sometimes
that it made me want to scream.
“And he said an hour and a half to
London?” Jonathon appeared in shock. “It used to take me at least
four hours from here.”
“Where’s Arizona?” I asked.
“I think its in America.” He
replied, “I think it’s where the Grand Canyon is and where the
Indians live.”
“Why would our descendant want to
live there?”
“No idea.” He shrugged. “Though
why they’d want to live in the Coach House is another matter
entirely.”
I nodded, “It’s so small.”
They came again the following week,
made an offer and started work on the Coach House a few months later.
I enjoyed watching them work. It took them a while to fix the
kitchen, and they brought with them such things that I had never seen
before. Although I should confess that I had not seen the inside of a
working kitchen for many years.
The thing that shocked me the most was
the lamps'. I watched a strange man in a white all in one suit dig
holes in the walls, run what looked like string through them, and
refill them. A couple of days later, he was pushing a button on the
wall and the rooms would light up with such brightness that it was
almost shocking.
It had all been so sudden. One minute,
it seemed that I was living in my house of old, and a moment later,
there were builders and decorators, men in white suits fitting pipes
and wires (I heard him say something about ‘wiring’ the place
up). They fixed the roof, did something to the bricks outside (I
think they called it re pointing? But what were they pointing at?).
And brought in a team of people to tend to the garden.
“It’s starting to look like home
again.” Jonathon said one afternoon. “Have you seen the
lavatories? Not only are they inside, but they automatically flush!”
“They’re not married, and yet they
share the same bed. What has the world come to?”
“I wasn’t married to Holly and she
shared my bed until you frightened her away.”
“Holly was a whore, Jonathon.”
“Elizabeth, I know what she was!”
he grinned.
“You disgust me.”
He smiled again and disappeared into
the next room.
Two years had passed and the couple
had married. The hotel was preparing for it’s second summer season,
this one would be a full season that, according to the couple, was
already fully booked. They hadn’t seemed fazed when Jonathon threw
a chair against the wall one night. In fact, they seemed quite
excited about it.
I would open and close doors, which
was my speciality. Also, I’d appear now and then in reflections. My
vocalising wasn’t brilliant though. I thought I’d be saying
something completely normal, and they’d say, “woo!” back to me.
It wasn’t that we were trying to
scare our new house owners away. In fact, we liked them a lot and
loved what they did to the house. The gardens were beautiful, and
weddings were booked every weekend through out the summer months.
I guess in a way it was boredom that
propelled us. And some of the customers were just so… stuffy. The
younger couples excited us, the way they talked, the gadgets that
they carried. I remember staring at one young girl as she ironed her
hair with a hand held iron. It worked fabulously and her hair shined
so. And she wore it just like that.
Everything about this new era
fascinated us both. The colours of hair, the styles of decorating,
and the shiny vehicles that travelled so fast so effortlessly. And
the electricity, phones, and televisions.
Jonathon learnt very quickly how to
change the channel on the screen and annoyed people constantly by
turning the news, weather or shopping channels on whilst they were
watching a film.
I remember watching a Jane Austin
novel on the screen and finding it all so fabulous that her words
could be translated so well by the actors. They may well have changed
some of the story line, but it worked well.
The autumn came and with it brought a
cold that we couldn’t feel. The Callum's talked about the central
heating and how glad they were that they’d paid the extra for the
under floor heating. I had no idea what that meant until I saw
Christie actually lay a jumper on the floor to dry. She had laughed
and said that the instructions said to reshape and dry flat. I
guessed the floor was hot enough to dry the wool jumper.
I stood in the bedroom of the coach
house one autumn morning, watching Christie as she applied make up to
her skin. She had the most beautiful flawless complexion and I
wondered why she would cover it up with the liquid from the bottle.
But she did it daily. Sometimes I wished I could talk to her; ask her
about what it was like to be woman in this century. I could tell her
stories about what I had been like for me when I was alive. I liked
this woman who had taken over my house. She was beautiful, smart,
funny, caring and extraordinarily thoughtful. She went out of her way
for her guests, did everything she could to make their stay at
Conaught Hall an enjoyable experience, and spent hours pouring over
the menu with the chefs.
They had hired 23 staff for the summer
months; all but 4 of them lived on site. I was surprised by the
number of foreigners that she had hired but having seen how hard they
worked, I understood their need to be living in England. They had a
wonderful couple for their employers, who didn’t demand of them,
just simply expected. It seemed to work wonderfully for them. I wish
Mrs Howard were still with me so she could witness it.
I had only five staff members, but
then I didn’t run a hotel, a restaurant and a bar. Jonathon was
delighted that they kept the library where it originally was, and
spent many hours in there just looking over the books inside.
As I watched Christie that morning,
the most extraordinary thing happened. I had been watching her so
intently, that I hadn’t realised that I was showing as a reflection
in her mirror. She looks straight at me and said, “I wondered when
I would actually see you.”
I was stunned, and for a moment
shimmered out of her view.
“I know you don’t mean any harm.
In fact, I think you like us living here.”
I smiled. For some reason, I couldn’t
vocalise, but I could show emotion.
She applied some colour to her cheeks
and turned to face me. However, she must not have been able to see me
as she frowned and turned back to look at me in the mirror. “I’ve
been talking to Ian about you, and he wants to invite some people
here to either help you, or at the least, learn something about you.
I hope that’s ok.”
I wasn’t sure what she meant, and I
found myself fading from her view.
“I hope that’s ok.” She
repeated.
They came in the winter when there
were very few staff and no one booked in to stay. They were here for
three days, and they brought such items that I was almost frightened.
“This should be
fun.” Jonathon had said, grinning.
There were twelve
of them in total, and they all wore jackets with the words Haunted
TV written on the back of them. They brought powerful lights,
strange machines and what Jonathon explained to me were film cameras.
He watched far more of the television than I dared to and seemed to
have far more knowledge about this century than I did.
One of the women
that came was called Janet Paddock, and she seemed to be the one
standing before the lights and camera more than any of the others.
Jonathon called her the presenter.
They brought with
them people who talked about finding ghosts and witnessing many
different haunted buildings. These people had come to hunt us, and it
scared me.
Jonathon and I
stood at the top of the stairs, our favourite place. It surprised me
how Jonathon used to like standing there, when it was the place where
he had fallen to his death. But that was where we always seemed to
meet.
“I think we could
have some fun here.” He said.
“They scare me.”
And in a moment of
clarity and pity that I had never felt for my murderous husband, he
said, “Maybe they can help us.” His tone was so sad and forlorn
that had I had it in me, I would have shed a tear.
Jack Keller came
later than the others. It was already dark outside, and Janet had
done some pre filming, talking about the history of the house and how
the Callum’s had remodelled the house into the Hotel Conaught.
When Jack entered,
he was dressed all in black; his expression was one of concern and
confusion. His silver hair was shoulder length and thinning on top.
He frowned heavily as he entered the library. “I feel…” he
said, pausing for effect, “there is a spirit here who has not
passed over.”
Jonathon and I
followed him and the cameras in to the library. “I also feel the
presence of a tortured soul. I feel that…” he paused, holding his
head to the side as if listening to someone whispering in his ear,
“yes!” he said suddenly, “It’s a woman. And she was taken
from this world before her time. She was murdered.”
There was a gasp
form the rest of the crewmembers.
“The man…” he
continued, “Oh, he’s a nasty, nasty piece of work. He… he…”
Keller paused again, again seeming to listen to someone, “yes! It
was him! He killed her.” He paused, “I feel a connection between
them.”
I looked to
Jonathon, who shrugged. “Who is he listening to?” he asked.
“I don’t know.”
I answered.
“I don’t like
him.”
“Why? Because he
described you as nasty?”
“No. I was nasty
when I was alive. And I did murder you. I don’t like him because he
makes me nervous.”
I agreed with
Jonathon. We left the library and made our way back to our spot on
the stairs. “What do you think they’re going to do?” I asked.
Jonathon smiled.
“They want a show. And I think we should give them one.”
The idea was sly
and I liked it.
The film crew came
out of the library. The lights on the cameras were no longer on.
“I don’t know
what happened.” Keller was saying, “One minute they were there,
then I felt them leave. This place is definitely haunted and I think
we should get some good action tonight.”
Janet smiled, “That
would be great!”
“I need to see
Christie.” I said, and made my way over to the Coach House, leaving
Jonathon to watch over the film crew.
“What d’ya
think they’re doing?” Ian asked Christie as he filled up her
glass of red wine.
“Looking for
her.” She replied.
Ian smiled and sat
beside his wife. “Do you really think you saw her?”
“I know I did.”
“And it didn’t
scare you?”
“No. Not at all.”
She smiled and sipped from her glass, “In fact, I liked the look of
her. I think she’s been watching over us. I think that she died
here and couldn’t leave.”
Ian nodded. “Well,
if the Haunted TV crew find anything, it should really help us with
our international bookings.”
“So is that all
you care about, the money?” Her words were cutting but her tone was
playful.
“Absolutely.”
He replied, “We need to pay your father back. I was thinking that
perhaps we could do some haunting trips through the slow season;
October through to February.”
Christie smiled,
“That’s actually not a bad idea. Providing our friendly ghost
will help us out with it.”
“I wonder why
she’s still here?”
I’d wondered it
myself so many times. Had it gone past the point of redemption? Would
The Lord no longer welcome me into Heaven because I had stayed behind
for so long? Had I condemned my soul to an eternity of this?
And why hadn’t
Ian and Christie realised that Jonathon was here too? Perhaps it was
simply because he couldn’t show his reflection like I could.
Neither could he vocalise. His were poltergeist activities only. Mine
were simply, in his words, spooky.
Either way, since
the Callums’ had acquired our home, Jonathon and I had been getting
on better. In fact, we were getting along better than we had when we
were both alive. He could still annoy me a huge amount, but I had
been lonely for all of these years, and it felt so good to be able to
have a conversation with someone, even if that person was the man who
had murdered me.
Ironic.
Janet and Jack were
stood in the hall, surrounded by the film-crew members, bright lights
shining in their faces as they discussed me.
“I’m trying to
get a name.” He said, again listing his head to the right as if
listening to someone. “I can’t…”
Jonathon smiled at
me, “What do you think? Shall we?” and with that he disappeared
and reappeared directly behind the man called Jack. “IT’S
ELIZABETH!” he shouted.
I couldn’t help
but giggle. I knew that they couldn’t hear him, even if I could.
But Jack jumped. He
literally jumped as if Jonathon had pushed him.
“What is it?”
Janet asked, alarmed.
“Oh my…. Oh my…
He’s here. Right here. He’s with us now.” Jacks eyes had
doubled in size as he frantically looked around him. Could he really
feel Jonathon’s presence? “I think I have a name. I think it was
Beth… no… Elizabeth. YES!” he suddenly cried out, “It’s
ELIZABETH!”
Jonathon turned to
face me where I still stood at the top of the stairs. “He can hear
me?” he asked dubiously.
“Can you get a
date?” Janet asked her ghost-hearing co-presenter.
“Tell him when
you killed me.” I said.
“1842.”
Jonathon said.
“18…. 4….
Something. Eighteen forty something.”
“TWO!”
“1842.” Jack
suddenly smiled. “She was here or killed in 1842.”
Janet nodded
thoughtfully, “Fascinating.” She said. She didn’t appear very
fascinated at all.
All of this was
very strange feeling. Was this man really able to hear Jonathon? In
fairness, Jonathon had to shout at the top of his voice, straight
into the mans ear, and still had to repeat himself, but eventually he
got across the fact Elizabeth and Jonathon Conaught had lived in
Conaught hall in the 17th century. By the time Jonathon
managed this he seemed exhausted. “I need a rest.” He told me as
he passed me on the stairs.
I watched them for
hours as they walked through the house, entered every room, discussed
whether Jack could feel a presence or not. He should have
every time, because I was there. When he entered what was our drawing
room and was now a restaurant, he shuddered. “There’s some bad
residual energy in here.” He said.
Of course there
was. This was the room that Jonathon had killed Mrs Howard and
myself.
“Some bad things
happened here.” He walked around the room with his hands in front
of him as if feeling the energy with his fingers. “People were
murdered.”
“How many?”
Janet asked.
“Two. There were
two murders here.”
Mrs Howard? Could
he feel her murder too? Or was there another that even I didn’t
know about?
When they made it
into the staff quarters, the man in touch with our souls smiled
warmly. “There was a good soul here.” He said, “Oh!” and he
grinned! “What a soul! She was here for a while, but she found her
way over. She found her way to the light.” He turned around in the
hallway off the kitchen and sighed deeply. “She was in charge
here.”
Well, that was
right. Mrs Howard ran the staff with a tight fist.
“But she was
fair.” He continued. “And she’s moved on. She’s at peace.”
I thought of Mrs
Howard and felt a pang for her company. It could also have been a
pang of jealousy.
On the second
night, they held a séance. I had seen one done before, while I was
alive and it had unnerved me then. But this time, Jonathon and I were
the ghosts and neither of us knew what to do. Six of them sat around
a table with a glass sat on its rim in the centre. They were holding
hands lightly, and all had their eyes closed.
“Show time!”
Jonathon said with that glint in his eye.
I couldn’t help
but smile.
The cameras were
rolling and Jack was asking over and over if there was anyone present
with them in the room.
“Moan.”
Jonathon instructed me.
So I did.
Well, what a
commotion that caused. Chairs scrapped back as the people sat around
the table jumped. Two of them actually screamed.
One of the men
holding a stick with what looked like a furry animal stuck on the end
cried out, “Oh my God! I got that loud and clear!” He wore
strange looking earmuffs and took the one off his right ear, “It
was so clear!”
They calmed
themselves and sat back at the table.
“If that was
Elizabeth, could you bang something?”
Well, the only
thing I’d ever been any good at was slamming doors. And if I
thought my moan had caused a commotion, this was incredible. Jonathon
was laughing so much next to me, thoroughly enjoying every moment.
Then Jonathon
decided to go another step. He walked into the centre of the table
and grinned at me, “This is amazing!” he said to me, “Inside
their circle I feel so much stronger!” And then he started to move
the glass. Around and around it went, in somewhat of a frenzied
manner.
Janet let go of
jack’s hand and the glass shot across the room, shattering on the
floor.
“Jonathon!” I
chided, “What did you do that for?”
Jonathon shrugged
at me, “I didn’t mean to. But when she let go of his hand I no
longer had control!”
“I think that’s
enough for tonight.” I said, and promptly left the room. Jonathon
didn’t follow me.
Ian and Christie
hadn’t known about Jonathon’s presence amongst them. And they
actually seemed pleased when they heard about him. Though Jack Keller
described him as a ‘nasty’ soul, I knew that really he was just a
bit bitter. He’d not passed over to the light for the same reason I
hadn’t. Both of us had wanted to spite each other. It was silly
really, but far too late to worry about now. When the Callum’s
watched the film of the glass flying, they actually cheered. Did
nothing frighten this couple?
The following day
they ventured into the grounds. We followed them as they walked
through the woods and across the gardens. There had been stories,
apparently, of a ghost in the woods. I knew there wasn’t one there,
but then gossip always did have a way of spreading in the town. They
knew of the stories and wanted to find the ghost of the woods.
What they found was
mine and Mrs Howard’s grave.
I don’t mean to
say that they actually took a shovel and dug up our remains. But Jack
Keller stood on the same spot, and sighed deeply. “I feel that the
spirits resides in the house.” He said, “But I feel that one of
them was perhaps buried here. Probably it was Elizabeth’s grave
after she was murdered.”
Jonathon turned to
me and said, “He’s very good, isn’t he?”
I turned away from
him. At that moment, he was my murderer again.
But he caught up
with me back in the house. “You know I didn’t mean it, don’t
you?” he asked, his face a picture of sorrow.
“You stabbed me
to death, Jonathon. What am I supposed to think?”
“Oh, Lizzie.”
He said, holding out his hand to me, “I loved you more than
anything in the world and the thought of you with another man…”
“I was always
faithful to you, Jonathon.”
He nodded solemnly.
“I know that now. And I’m sorry I didn’t believe you.”
It had taken over
150 years to get an apology from him, and I was surprised at how
sincere it was. I had loved my husband unconditionally, and even in
death, I had still loved him. I let my anger take control, an anger
that I hadn’t known I was capable of. And it had fuelled my eternal
damnation.
In that moment, he
appeared to me as the Jonathon that I had fallen in love with. 24
years old, a thick mop of blond hair, curls falling stupidly across
his brow. The look in his eyes was the same too - full of life and
energy and hope and desire. He had been the most handsome man I had
ever laid eyes on and he had fallen in love with me. I had felt like
I was the luckiest girl alive.
And now I felt like
the luckiest woman to be dead.
We’ve discussed
our future eternal life together. We’re stuck here for now, but
hopefully one day, God will look upon the fact that we have forgiven
each other and welcome us in to his Kingdom. For now, we will live in
Conaught Hall, The Conaught Hotel, and we will relish the summer
guests and frighten the winter ones! Ian and Christie are expecting a
child, and so he has finished his job in the city to share the chores
of running the hotel with his wife.
They will be
happier here than Jonathon and I were, but perhaps the four of us,
separated by 150 years of time and a ghostly plain, can finally be
happy together.
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Thank you so much for being on the blog! Your story was AWESOME. I loved it and I want more hahaha. Are you from England or anywhere over seas? Just wondering as you used the word folly and row which I love hearing. I guess it seems more classy hahaha.
ReplyDeleteThank you! So glad you loved the story. There's plenty more where that came from!
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, I do live in England, although I am actually Welsh!